Tuesday, August 24, 2010

one finished ! four more to gooo~~ !

hello !! i finished my paper daaa !
hehe. yeah well. just now baru habis one final paper, paper hubungan etnik. dont have any idea bout it ?? haha. just ignore it. yeahh HAHA ! non of your business pun. werk ! HAHA. damn, you know what ? i'm really satisfied with myself today cuz i can answer most of the questionnn ! ta sangka a last minute thing can help ! HAHA. wanna know what time i started and did my revision last night ? at accurately 10.30p.m until 3.00 a.m !! HAHAHA. and my eye bags are SUCKS !!! eeeewwww ! haha. ahh ! dont give it a damn. as long as i've done my paper parfectly todayyyy ;) happy gilaaaa ! one paper finished so four more to go bebehh !!! yeeeeehhaaaaaa ! wish me luck dude. hehe. tomorrow's IT and i'll study tonight. dont worry bout me ! heeee ;)
so yeah. that's it bout my day today. catch up with you later with my ' what i felt's segment ! HAHA.

Friday, August 20, 2010

WEiiiiiiiii !!

i told you guys, just be cool ;D
haha. bet all of you got the attention yeah ?? haha. you know what happen just now ?
at exactly 12.45 p.m, in Malaysia. my college bell's rang, the funny thing was that me and some of the kids can ignore the bell man ??!! WTH ?? hahaha. all of us, turn right turm left and keep onlining. haha. stupid fellows. dont know what am i thinking but i kept on onlining and listening to the music, UNTIL. . the people in charge ask all of us to come out from the Cyber Centre and urged all of us to stand outside the building. and all of them was like very confused and asking question like it is the end of the world, i was like , come on, just a bell rang babe, dont have to be that serious ?? haha. then after for a few minutes we stand there, the bell stopped rang. SEE ?? i told you . dont have to be that serious right ? haha. err, then now yeah. i'm sitting infront of the PC and writting this for you guys. heheee.

okay. now i wanna share bout me and my babe ( Rita ) yesterday, damn ! we made a stupid choice by choosing the wrong menu for 'berbuka puasa'. HAHA. you just imagine, we arrive at central market at around 7.30, just back from college. so, we just go round and saw the ais kacang, and without giving it a thought we straight away order the ais kacang. haha. then we ate. after a few moment, we started shivering and cannot resist it already, so i admit to rita that we made the wrong choice, then we laugh. HAHA. stupid girls like us are LIKE THAT. hahaha. so, it was my funny funny moment with my babe yesterday. :D

i love this movieeeee !
cute lil cubs <3
yeah, last night also i watch this movie. . Two brothers, story about this two tigers which is brothers, awww. i cant describe my feeling after watch this movie. rupanya, there are tigers like them ( sangha and kumai ). they're really cute, and they understand a human. and what really touches my heart is that they really got the sifat kasih sayang between brothers and they dont eat human. kumai eats sweets ! believe that ? its a true story babe. dont think i'm creating a fake story pula. haha. yeah. if you wanna know, go and watched it yourself. HAHA.

err, okay. woaahh. i wrote a long blog today. haha. thats it.

mira xoxo. ;)

forgiving somebody ;)

hello again bloggie ;)
miss my blog so much. miss sgt na express my feeling again. HAHA. tak habis habis ini budak.
new post !!! new post !!! HAHAHa. well what to do. budak suka kecoh. heee.
okay sudah sudah. really suda tersasar dari title blog aku sudah. okay.
back to the subject. about forgiving someone. what do you guys think about this ?
for me lah kan, when the older talks about forgiving someone is really hard but when we already fogive them, the feeling are soo. . . speechless. its like you achieve something you know that. mula mula, i was like sungguh blurr weii. i really dont know how is the feeling ? but after what i went through all this while, and after what he did, i felt the hardness to forgive someone that we really dissapointed of, its really hard to forgive him after what he did, but time passby, and i really think that its time for me to forgive him, lagipun its RAMADHAN month man, come on, takan mau bermasam muka right ? haaa, so i forgive him sudah and GOSH ! the feeling was soo niceeee ! cannot be describe. i just felt relieve. and obviously me and him sudah 0-0 lah. HAHAHA. err, so thats ot bout this forgiving thingie. but still, after this i sudah malas mau bercinta dulu. sangat bosan lah, asyik dengan the same ending. = breakup -.-' haduhh. merana my heart macam ni weii. HAHA.

come back about me... hehehe. nak jugak share bout how i felt today. you know what ? sangat lapar !! tidak sempat sahur babe this morning. awwww, nasiblah aku ni jenis kuat. puasa kan ? hehe. penuh doe. ;DD yeahh. i'm gonna keep this up.

okay. itu sahaja.

keep rockin',

mira. xoxo. ;)

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Your Love Is A Lie

sometimes, i just got this sense laa,
i knew that something gonna happen before it happens,
well, i knew that my relationship with him will ruined someday,
and it happened, sadly.
i gave him the second chance but he just dont know how to appreciate it,
i cant bite my tongue forever,
while you try to play it cool,
you can hide behind your story but just,
dont take me for a fool, please !
yeah, you look so innocent but the guilt in your voice give you away,
yeahh, you know what i mean honey,
how does it feel when you kiss when you know that I TRUSTED YOU,
so dont try to say you're sorry,
or tried to make it right,
dont waste your breath because it just too late,
and i know that your love is just a lie,
you're NOTHING BUT A LIE honey. :')

wheel of life

haha. okay. life is like a wheel. sometimes we're up,
sometimes we're down. . .
and, saya, have been ages being at the bottom,
and now its time for me to rise up again.
i've been trying to find out the ways to rise,
because its not easy to get up here,
we have to really have the will to rise,
then only we bole rise, if ta, sampai bila bila we akn stucked di bwh.
haha. so it is time. :)

You are the one who messed up my life again and again.

you were the one who colored my life,
and you also the one who messed up my life,
we had it all before, but why it crushed again for the second time,
i've forgived you for the first time honey, but why you lost it again,
why did you let me go away from you,
what i did before, all of it are all BECAUSE OF YOU.
why didnt you open your eyes ?
cant you see ? hurm. . btw it was a past now. i should learn to forget you.


Sunday, August 15, 2010

The day you went away.

well, i wonder, could it be,
when i was dreaming bout you baby, you were dreaming of me,
call me crazy, call me blind,
to still be suffering is stupid after all of this time,
but i just cant forget you,
i just cant pretend that this is the end of you and me,
how could you act like nothing ever happen ??
did i lose my love to someone better,
did she loves you like i did,
you know i do,
but how could you break my heart again ?
i know that i'm not the type of girl that you really want,
who can understand you, who can entertain you every single moment that you want,
i know that i always make you mad,
but have you ever think what made me act like that ??
have you ever give it a thought ??
have you ever thought of what's my feeling every time when you keep silent where you can be with me but you choose to be else where ??
what am i to you ?? a stranger ?? ohh, for god sake,
please ! how can i forget you,
so sad but true,
for me there's only you, been crying since the day. . .
the day you went away. . . :'(

Friday, August 13, 2010

i'm so mad at you right now.

according to you,
i'm stupid, i'm boring, i'm useless,
i'm sucker at telling jokes,
i dunno how to take care of your feelings,
i'm everything that you dont like aite ??
but according to me,
you sucks !
you sweetalker !
you broke my heart and open back my old scars !

hey boy, you dont even care about me,
are you even listening when i talk to you ?
do you even care what i've been through all this while ??
what the hell's wrong with you,
you were there always, but its like you never knew me,
you treat me like a stranger,
i'm so mad at you right now,
and i cant even find a words to describe it,
you're on the way down,
and i cant wait to see you burned.
revenge is sweeter than you ever were .
dont say you sorry now cuz i just dont care !
shut up !
arrggghhhh :'(

what the hell are you thinking boy ?

haha. my first post. err. okay.
there are this one boy, who used to be my boyfie before.
felt like to mention his name so that people would know him. sucker dude !
btw, yeah, comin back to the story, we knew each other just within this year, and on may, he ask for a lovestory between both of us, i was awwww, so sweet. so i accept him. but storms of quarrel come and attack us on june and led up to a breakup, he was the one who ask for it, and i felt so down to hell at that moment. i was like really down. kept on thinking bout him, hoping for him to come back, but we dont communicate for about two weeks until this one day, he began to text me again, and i was happy up to heaven bebehh ! haha. only Allah knows how happy am i that day, then we text like usual, but as a friend, and you know what ? i really really damn hope that he'll ask for a come back, but he doesnt, he just giving a kind of clue that he still loves me, and i kept on hoping for the miracle, and wusshhhh ! on 20 july, we are declared as a cpl again !!!!!! :D i'm so damn happy ! our relationship are much more better after the breakup thingie. and i was dreaming that we would be together till the eyes close forever. mean smpai mati la kan, hehehe. perasan. but, what we plan, is not always gonna be a reality, and it just yesterday, 12 of august. i ask for a break. you must have that curiosity to know why ?? . its because of my stupidity to accept him before i could think deeply, i dont know how to say. mcm ni, one week before we clash, we got some misunderstanding, and then we okay again. but lately, i realize that he would only text me IF i started to text him, if not, he wont text. wtf ??? damn. and on fb, if i commented on his status, he wont rep, but when one of his girl-friend commented, dgn pantasnya he balas. ! wth !!?? its like he's there, but he mcm doesnt know me, treat me like a stranger !!?? hey, i'm your gf okay, treat me well please ! but, well, all that was a past now, and i'm trying to be better . pray for me thanks.

mira :)